Hello Monday –

Let’s take a look see at what’s up. Laundry list of stuff with no point or meaning. ( just re-read this, not much worth reading)

Beautiful weather leads to sinus pain. But at least it is nice out while I am passed out knocked down from antihistamines.

All four creatures are fine although in need of some quality time an attention. ( Is that redundant?)

My spirit is still trashed and heart hardening more with each breath. Silence, an odd effect I had not anticipated. I must start now on the apology cards for those too near to me now. One more thing on the too do list.

Seems that I am angry. No, I am not managing it nor do I intend to start. Another waste of time and effort. I don’t care remember? Keeps everyone away and I don’t have to answer any stupid questions like, “Is something wrong?” YES, everything is wrong.

I am most likely going to disarm, remove, kill off this site soon. It is critically stupid to have this type of information about yourself available for potential employers. Best to just appear normal and let them find out the hard way, when they come in and find your head in the refrigerator. Too bad that cannot be accomplished solo.

Praise music comes on at the strangest times.

Hm, what else? Have not met with any new professionals, money, or lack there of still an issue. Working on debt reduction first. Line after line being lined out. The goal is to make the list shorter every day until it is gone. The entire list, debt, to do, to apologize, to finalize, clear up – all the ways to say, be done.

How the hell do people write books, movies, plays? Amazingly simple looking activity. Quite deceiving.

Well, I guess I should eat. Another day of profundity awaits.

Ant-Knee