Category: Blogroll
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Struggling with Communication: My Honest Journey
It has finally become clear to me that, my communication problem is that I keep trying to do it with other people. I suck and communicating with anyone. I do me, anyone and everyone. I don’t know how to do it. At all. Ask anyone that has ever spent more thank six to eight minutes…
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Death By Interaction
There exists in nature a variety of heavy metals that, with repeated exposures, can build up in the body and become life-threatening. Arsenic, Lead, and Mercury are a few examples. While exposure to a lot of one may be immediately harmful, the slow build-up can be as bad if not worse. This is why eating…
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Because we are Mortal now.
My life has been an accumulation of many experiences altogether to many of which were physical injuries. A great majority of those were all my fault. From falling into, out of, off of, onto or any combination of those. I have been damaged. For as long as I can recall I have liked to go…
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It’s just a few tests…..
I’ve started writing this three or four times now. At one point I was over 1800 words and had still not got to the part I wanted to write about. Exposition, I think it’s called. Filling in the obvious blanks of who, when, why and how. (The four W’s??) I’ve decided to ditch all that…
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WOW
OK – lets start here – please. wow interjection 1. (an exclamation of surprise, wonder, pleasure, or the like): Wow! Look at that! verb (used with object) 2.to gain an enthusiastic response from; thrill. noun 3.an extraordinary success: His act is a real wow. 4.excitement, interest, great pleasure, or the like: a car that will add…
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Part Two
I am sorry it has taken so long to get around to part two of the insanity adventure. I needed some time to get an angle on it. How to tell the story without telling too much. What can I, should I share and what not. I am motivated to finish it now after just…
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30 hours in a fishbowl
“There are enough red flags on your chart for me to want to put a hold on you”. This came after a two-minute interview with a mental health professional tasked with triaging ER psych admits. What to do with the afflicted. Two minutes. I watched her walk around for another hour. I asked sever times…
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Getting it out
I used to use this space to hurl up and out all the crap that was eating me alive from the inside out. I used to use it to purge an unshakeable thought, like a funky 80’s hook song that just won’t get out of your head. I used to use this place to share…
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Excuses
I heard an interesting comment recently that has rustled around in my head like a few fallen leaves, caught up in a corner, the wind spinning them ’round-n-round in a seemingly endless yet, pointless dance. Eventually, the continued abrading will break them down to dust. I wanted to get this out, written, committed too before…
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Love to be hated
I once again find myself the object of hatred. Hated by people that have not met me. Not talked to me. Have no idea of who I am. They simply know what I am not. I am not the right age. I am not monied. I am not educated. I am not successful. I am…
