Paying Attention –

When a person points a gun at your face and suggests you assume a prone position and remain quite – would turning and running away screaming be better an idea than perhaps, laying down and shutting the fuck up?

100% certain you are going to be killed anyway? Fine then, run away screaming like a little girl or better yet, go on the offensive and die trying. You’re still dead.

1% – 2% chance that by paying attention and doing what has been suggested, you will eventually get up and go on you way as if nothing had happened? Now it is just a matter of how much you are willing to endure to live.

I am forced to do things I absolutely despise, every fucking day. Lets be clear in case you are missing what I am saying – I hate having a gun to my head. I actually hate that I prefer my currently, completely fucked up life over the option so kindly offered. Until I return to the place that no longer living is a better option than living, I guess I just have to learn to enjoy the taste of hate on everything.

Does THAT answer your fucking question? If not, read it again and try paying attention.

Click-Click, Ant-Knee